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Letting Go....

Sadly the second you read the title you probably started singing that damn Let it Go song....... UGH!!

Although the song is EVERYWHERE I find it pertaining to my life allot.

"Conceal don't feel don't let it show"

In the last week I feel like my heart has been stomped on more times then I can handle. But I have children so I did my best to hide what I was feeling. I know if they were older they'd be able to tell but lucky me they are young and amazing.

"It's funny how some distance, makes everything seem small
and the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all."

I plan on moving. A few states away. Start over and leave all these memories behind. I can't say I don't want to go but I have to. I will be leaving behind my mom and my sisters who I love dear. I will also be leaving behind a very special someone. Fear is controlling him, keeping him from, coming with me. I don't let fear do that to me if I can help it.

I have a saying. Allot of people that know me know I say this ALL the time.

"I don't let fear rule me. I let it fuel me"

And I mean it. Now we all slip and do dumb things out of fear but when it comes to my family.... I have to do what's best.

"It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me I'm free!"

I've never lived anywhere but here. I've been on my own for almost a decade and home is where I have always been. I have moved around my town but never out of it. I have to get out and live and explore. And allow my children to live a life of freedom that I never really had as a kid.

I realized that my special someone is in the dark. He is comfortable there while wanting to get out. Once again fear has him there stuck there. I cannot be there with him.

I have been.

I realized I've had my back to the light because I was so busy trying to tug him out of the darkness. No more

"HERE I STAND IN THE LIGHT OF DAY!!!
Let the storm rage on,
The cold never bothered me anyway"

Love You Austin. Too much

Karaoke: Me and my mom (Fancy by Iggy Azalea)

Today is gonna be a simple one.

WE KILLED IT!!!  Oh man we did so good!! WOOOOO go Ma!

Check out this performance of Fancy!! Click here

I need dick??

Apparently I need a dick to make more money.......

*sigh*

I face palmed so many times during this video that I have 2 black eyes, a broken nose and all my fingers are broken (no I didn't stop face palming when it started to hurt.... I couldn't... you'll see)

Click Here to find out why (Red Pill) 

OR

If your bout it click here (Blue Pill) 

Either way your day will become a lil more colorful. 

Regardless of what you choose... you grown.... don't blame me lol.  

Comment and let me know which pill you chose, why, and how far ya made it through. 

PS: I'm ALMOST to 2000 views!! SHARE SHARE SHARE PLEASE!! 

STDS: You are NOT IMMUNE!!

Before I get into this know that I was never interested in this man. He just started off garbage so I waited til the right m9ment to school him. 

I just had this conversation with this lovely gentleman. I don't understand this shit. People are walking around here thinking they are safe. Thinking that it could never happen to them. When he said he doesn't mess with skanks I almost lost my shit. 

Dude..... you don't KNOW ME!!  For all you know I have a disease. For all you know I USED to throw my pink all over town unprotected. How can you judge by how someone looks whether they have a disease or not. 

Joanne Borgella

Look at her. Does she look like she is sick?? No her illness was not a sexually transmitted one but does she LOOK like she has a terminal illness?? Well she does..... she did. Sadly she passed away. 

The ignorance displayed below is ridiculous. Please tell me what you think. 

Sams Smiths Parents

Yall CANNOT tell me that they don't look JUST alike. Not to mention they are ALL admittedly gay or bisexual so.... it's possible. LMAO

Text me!!

It's so funny how my pet peeves have evolved with life. Before cell phones and texting all we had to project our voices in public was our mouths and 2 hands cupped around it.

One thing I can't stand is when someone decides to call my name over and over and over and over and over and over to get my attention. Then when they get my attention all they say is, "Hey".......... wtf u mean" hey" So you bout busted a blood vessel, knocked over an old lady, and lost your voice to get my attention only to say HEY!! For real!? I can't stand it.

We now have cell phones, and Twitter, and Facebook and so on so usually we don't have to yell cause we don't miss each other anymore. It's more like umm thought you said u couldn't call cause you were out of town..... according to my Facebook update I just got,  yo ass was up the street..... wtf? Lol 

So here is where my pet peeve has evolved.

So I'm on fb and I'm having a brief convo via fb post. All of a sudden it gets real serious so my friend says "hey, text me"...... ummmm y? Couldn't you have just as easily texted that you wanted to continue via celly because u had something to tell me?

Ummmm sir or ma'am you OBVIOUSLY have thumbs just like me so skip yo happy thumbs on over to yo text app and YOU do it. In the time it took me to see that u said that we coulda been texting...crazy folks.

Dont yall be getting mad either u know you've done it lol